Monday, April 27, 2009

my condition :)

for all my beloves frens,

truly,
im okey :)

no worries k?

Sunday, April 26, 2009

finally this was happen,thanks for being so nice to me, i let u go :|


finally,
this thing happen!

for every single month,
i keep waiting the answer from my heart,
what should i do now,
for risk of my life,
i wanna left u babe,but for our own sake,i think we should separates,perhaps, this not my decision only,this was made by OUR .

so, let me tell u that i really care about u,past and now,
i think we should be a nice friends after this ya?
mybe,
if i would, i waanna OUR relationship do not be like this,
what i gonna do, we have made the decision,

babe, u know what, i keep thinking and realize how wonder i can going my own life without being ur GF anymore,but now, i felt happy that i can stand with my own feet, i not crying every single night thinking of u, i not stupid to wait the every single message from u, and i dont wanna think more about u, so now i noe that we can make our relation back to past. im happy with my life now, i have my frens who always support me, u have my family who always help me when im in trouble, but truely from my heart that i still missing to wanna have single night with u, share the moment together, see ur face with the full of our love, kiss ur lips and says that i dont wanna leave u sayang, but now, everything were over. :) im not say that i happy that we are broke, but i must keep continue my life,my study to have a good future, right?

thanks babe,
if have JODOH, we will back together,
i promise u :)


and now i wan announce all my buddies that

IM SINGLE AND NOT TAKEN BY ANYONE :)
SORRY,
MY LOVE IS NOT FOR OTHERS,
MEAN,
I DONT WANNA HAVE LOVE NOW!
:)

Friday, April 24, 2009

new of me :)



currently : 1.46 a.m


rase dah lame sangat aku x update kan?

hurm,
banyak yang aku rasa sekarang nie :(

hati macam xsedap nak cerita kat sini,

actually,
terlalu banyak masalah yang menimpa aku sekarang :(
aku dah taktawu ape nak jadi dengan diri aku sekarang.lepas satu masalah datang,satu masalah timpa berganda-ganda kat atas kepala aku nie :(

kadang-kadang aku rase sangat xlarat bile dengar sume nie jadi kat diri aku.
even rase xsanggup nak hadapi hidup nie kadang aku rase..

mari aku ingin bercerita :

firstly,masalah yang menimpa aku terjadi antara aku dengan die :( too personal nak aku coretkan kat sini tapi ape yang jadi kat die betul2 wat aku down! seriously,aku xley nak accept die dah actually,aku dh xanggap die as my belove ones dah, atas ape mistake yang die wat kat aku,korang mybee xkan boley dapat bayangkan ape yg die done kat aku,saket sangat aty aku wey,serious sepanjang seminggu aku tido dengan air mata plus aty yang tak tenteram ..
then, bile die dah wat mistake macam tue die bukan nak say sumthing for make my heart okey but not done anything :( weyy gile hell aku rase macam nak bunuh diri pun ade that tyme okey! :( i really miss HIM yang duluw2! now he not mine already :(

second, after that my studyy become so down bayangkan aku xambil kesah bile aku ade test ke,ape ke lantak la,assignment aku xbuat,ape aku xbuat,sangat hell lah,aku rase dalam diri aku nie,sometimes,nak je jmpe lect cakap aku nak quit study,nak balek umah,duk dalam bilik tanak keluar bilik :( sedey sgt ape yang jadi kat aku,sorry lah aku kalau ade masalah memeng berbawak-bawak smpai ke tempat laen,aku bukan hipokrit yang reti berlakon eepy sedangkan aty aku cm bloodyyy hell weayyhh! aku tak rety gile nak berlakon mcm tue,seyes aku cakap! aku cm rase nak hell! :( nak mampos lah that time!


now, i confess that SOORRYY IM CURRENTLY BIYOL, aku xley nak treat sape2 now okey,sape yang dekat ngan aku paham lah ape yang jadi kat aku :(

thanks to my goody frens yang teman aku smpai pagi,teman aku nages same same,bile dengar berita tuh,teman aku dengar luahan aty aku pasal die,teman aku sedih,teman aku smpai aku tido,teman aku untuk aku perlukan sepanjang masa aku, korang selalu support aku,korang give something utk aku truskan my new life,korang always marah aku if aku give up,korang xbagi aku tinggalkan HIM, seriously,if korang xde aku tataw aku nak share this kind everything ngan sapew :(,thanks korang aku sayangg korang sangat2 lah,thanks korang,aku taksanggup kalau korang tinggalkan aku weyh,serios,plis my sayangsayang jangan tinggalkan i :(

my sayangsayang :
my ct gedix :)
my maitutty yayang :)
my sis muni tonggek :)

they all yang keep dengar my problem!
thanks!

entry nie ade sekadar luahan perasaan ini dengan aku nak dieorg tawu aku appreciate dieorang n nak dieorang tawu yang aku SAYANG SAYANG SAYANG dieorang sangat sangat :)


Monday, April 6, 2009

die :)

sedih,
sebab lame lagi nak jumpe,

papa,
rindu sgt sgt sgt,
ade another two month to go :(

empty gile rase without u sayang,
even always mesej,calling2,
tapi xcukup,
sebab rindu gile gaban nie nak kene meet gak,
kalau xmeet sedih sgt :(